The END

I have made two attempts at putting into words my feelings and situation in my life at this moment in this blog, and I trashed them both.

All I can say is that things from when I was aged six have emerged, are causing me serious problems, and it has become a life-death situation.

All of my resources I have redirected to surviving and overcoming the challenges that I now face.  What I can say is that I can no longer carry on any struggles of playing hero for others and setting the world to rights.  I am done with that.  Those struggles include fighting Satan Hunters such as those in Hampstead and Becki Percy cases.

I am a different person from what I was in June 2018, and I feel and think different.  The feelings that I have suffered have become the new normal, and it impacts my deeds and choices I am making.  My life is having to evolve to my new reality, and playing hero is not part of that new reality.

I am proud to be associated with the Left Hand Path, and to that outlook known as Satanism.  Regardless of my positive feelings for Satanic Temple, I have always said I was an independent Satanist, and it is to this path I shall continue to follow, however, it does not involve anyone else, it is something private and personal to me, so people in real life will not know I am a Satanist, since I will never tell them.  I have been able to share my ideas and feelings on Satanism in this blog and other mediums because it has limited impact on my personal life, but I need to give my full focus to my personal real world life, so this internet activity must now come to an end.

I would have liked to say this post will be about a temporary break from blogging, but I think the reality is that this blog and my internet activity as a Satanist has come to an end, such is my situation that I now experience.

The ticking time bomb that is associated with my six-year-old former self, I kind of knew it would eventually detonate, but the destruction and ripples was more than I had expected.  So, here we are, what can I say.

Anyway, it has been an honor to have worked with so many of you my readers over the years, and now it is time to say farewell.  I wish you all the best in life.

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12 thoughts on “The END

  1. take care of yourself SV and do all you must, for yourself. If I can be of any support, just message me, but in any case, I wish you love and success and happiness. Mo

    • credencedawg, you are also another friend like Aleph who I have walked a shared path with over several years. Thanks for everything and all your wonderful posts. I wish you also a successful and happy life. SV

      • thank you for your kind comments SV, you were one of the first people I really engaged with in Satanism, back when I was a disillusioned Pagan. Thank you for all your encouragement, and the quality of your blog, and of yourself as a person

      • Thanks credencedawg. It is hard for me to put into words the positive feelings I have had from engaging with you and others in my personal journey in the LHP over the years. It is people like you that makes it all worthwhile.

  2. I feel somewhat saddened by this development. You’ve been a dear companion on our shared travels, and you’ve been there for a lot of my blog’s development and we’ve exchanged ideas quite a bit. Yet, I’ve no choice given the circumstances but to see this as something you have to do, for your own good and perhaps for that of others around. You’ll be greatly missed by this corner of the Internet.

  3. We don’t actually know each other, but I wish you the best. Take care of yourself first; then later see what you can do for others.

  4. Please leave this place for others to find. they will benefit a lot from your view on the world, especially on the topic of satanism. And be well, even if you don’t come back I know you will grow wiser and stronger from this.

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